New Year

As the new year starts, I am feeling a mix of emotions. For one, I can't belive I'm already a year into Peace Corps and at the same time it feels like this past year has really stretched on. I'm feeling nostalgic over the past year, hopeful for the year to come, but also a little overwhelmed and unsure.

This past year has been a lot, with many ups and downs. The thought of doing an entire year is daunting but I know I will continue to do it. There are many thoughts going through my head, like whether I am really doing anything here or helping anyone here. I think these kidn of thoughts will permeate regardless of what I am doing and where I am doing it. Perspective is always important to keep in mind. I could be anywhere, doing anything and continue to have thoughts about whether that is the right path. However, Peace Corps is what I chose to do and Indonesia is where I want to be right now.

In addition to reviewing the past year, I also have to start getting more servious about my future plans- a task so daughting I continue to try and put it off. But it's not going alway and neither is my future. The wonderful thing about where I am in my life is all the possible paths, careers, and adventure I have in store. However that is also difficult because of the sheer number of paths I could take. There are many things that interest me in life and it's hard to narrow it down to one or a few. I almost wish there were less options just to make my decisions easier. However, I am very greatful to be in a position where it seems like the options are endless.

Anyways, I don't think this is a very exciting post but I wanted to write some of my feelings down.

Soon I will be posting some blogs about my recent trip around Indonesia with my family.

Happy New Year to everyone and I hope this year goes well for everyone.